The damage to the Tour in Cincinnati was profound and
photographing hummingbirds may not seem that it would serve any purpose toward recovering it.
Half of the set was destroyed as it's not possible to use back tracks anymore. Since the majority of my songs are more than one part, that takes almost all of them out of contention for a live show. I'm not interested in recorded music so that doesn't leave a whole lot.
The loss of the laptop also cost Cincinnati as a base for recording. It's possible that can be corrected at some other location in the future but there's no freedom or time to do that now.
I've talked quite a bit with the Mystery Lady and with Ms Bibi about Just What the Hell Are You Doing and the caps are because it's extremely difficult and complicated, not because anyone is angry about anything.
Despite many lost hopes for Cincinnati, I'm going to Ft Worth and Ms Bibi will meet up somewhere along the way. I don't want Donika to feel like she's all that's left although circumstances make it appear that way.
My specific purpose is to work up a show all over again and part of that is developing the music and dance sequences we've been considering for the Boudicca Act. Although my original material is not lost, it's unavailable for live and that makes it useless to me. At times it overwhelms me as it's been so many years in building for that type of show. To see all that flushed by a water leak is like something out of a Terry Gilliam movie.
Ms Bibi has used Andrew Bird as an example of someone who does just fine in a solo act with multiple instruments and loopers. It's a good example but it's not the fact that a single person can do it that intrigues me. The long-time regulars will almost certainly have heard me say I do it this way because I'm the only one in the studio.
So why be so restrictive as to refuse admission to anyone else to play in the studio. I loved the Drum God's thunder and I hate it that it will be a long time before getting up this way again but so the Fates decree.
I've got to be very damn clear on what kind of music I'm trying to make or it will turn into bad stew when I bring other people into it. Some approach music competitively and I throw those competitions right from the start. OK, you win. I'm off to find someplace I can jam. There isn't time for that, tho.
This is largely for Donika to understand as I bet your Guardian Angel would have no problem finding a drummer but how do we know he's the right drummer. I'm figuring we'll get down there early September as it's going to be slow getting up the money for diesel fuel.
Part of my thinking is that it takes me some time to work up a song if I'm playing all the parts. It takes some time to get a drum loop going ... then some more to put some bass on it .... then some more time for some keys ... There are times when that's cool and others where I just want the song to rip right into it. What that means is whether to save loops I've recorded previously or to build all from scratch in every live gig.
So looking at hummingbirds has plenty to do with it. Being here in Tennessee gives me time to think without any worries about much of anything. He says I took care of him for a long time but I don't remember it. Even if I didn't, he would do what he's doing now anyway.
I fail Lotho and I fail you all if I don't pull it back together again. At first I didn't think there was any way to recover from the loss of the laptop but it's coming clear to me what I need to do now. There are some things for which I had no plan and this is one of them.
So this is as much of a plan as I can give you just now. We'll get down to Texas in early September and I figure it'll be at least a month to put together the music. Hopefully Donika will be able to use the time with me to work up her moves and The Raven will be able to come down every so often as well.
It's likely we'll try to do some type of gig in the DFW area and this is where we'll discuss things as we'll need the money so what happens if the place isn't big enough for Donika to dance. I don't think we should take the gig. We'll talk more and this article is to let you know where it stands just now.
Being on retreat in Tennessee is the best place to be after Cincinnati and things will pick up musically starting in September.